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Restlessness

by Soft Construction

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1.
Golden Hour 04:46
The way she hits Strikes gold in my well Positioned to rest Up from the basement Opening cellar doors Down by the valleys I scale twin peaks Camp here for weeks Waiting for my time To shine in your shadow Texture of satin Smooth over yonder Pleasantries exchanged And the resplendent songs entice us To act upon instincts Yet the mood shifts In your departure I only speak to keep you Or I may drive east And accept the night
2.
Dans le Noir 05:34
Meet a familiar face in the spotlight Dust of star clouds widen shut eyes A surprise manoeuvre in the night He’s cool and mysterious Danger follows him without threat Coaxing violence with sadness Disengaged as he struts down the catwalk Emotions can feel so spurious He kept you in the dark In the dark In the dark He kept you in the dark In the dark In the dark Romantic but without a heart And your vision is corrupted A wave goodbye caught in salutes To bad men in the midday He’s mad but says you’re crazy To be in love with burning ice A fruit that bears empty shells Masquerading in a cabaret He kept you in the dark In the dark In the dark He kept you in the dark In the dark In the dark In vain you would wait For his return on a train In vain you would wait for him You're not the one who's insane You're not the one who's to blame Still he wears the smouldering suit Scorched aces up his sleeves You seek answers from mystics How can his limbs suffocate trees? They cower in the utterance Of his gaunt stature and tall frame Pale as if he'd sucked his own blood Does daylight even know his name? He kept you in the dark In the dark In the dark He kept you in the dark In the dark In the dark
3.
Crescent or scythe? The tide overflows Rising in your absence Tell me where you want to go Born of collision You carry battle scars Proud like medals Do you know how precious you are? Grey clouds obscure Stars eclipse your light You borrowed from another To awaken the night You're spinning away from us If I must tie a rope Around you and pull you back to Earth I will I never thought I would ever see your dark side I never thought I would ever see your dark side I never thought I would ever see your dark side I never thought I would ever see your dark side
4.
[Instrumental]
5.
Restless 05:58
The sound of clubs and transport Replaced by traffic in my mind I'm moving through the Stations of the Cross Deaf, dumb and blind What was New York is my boudoir I am the tower in my room An inverted lighthouse to Sway your captains to their doom Upon my uneasy sea They jump from the sinking ship I won't have betrayed myself If I don't get caught in the rip I replay my history on VCRs To interrupt my year of rest And the static in my scene Shows me it's mediocre at best
6.
Beauty Sleep 02:36
Another will to stay fast asleep Another fantasy Nowhere else I would rather be (And it's too late) (And it's too late) So come and enjoy Take it easy, say goodbye Relax with them all All your fears and tired eyes What keeps you up Follows you in waking life So come and enjoy Take it easy, say goodnight
7.
In my dusky view Morning dew on my street Please meet me here With Venusian tales To regale our distinguished guests You’re best in show Hey, where did you go? So long I’ve missed your smile A while is far too long She sighed and said Dead in the face to mine: “Been nine circles away” Don’t wait for me My pretty star Don’t look for me Don’t wait for me My pretty star Don’t look for me Don’t wait for me My pretty star Don’t look for me Don’t wait for me My pretty star Don’t look for me
8.
Crack you open To feast upon the dawn No one directs me Yet over to you I lean Soaking in your rays To dry up my tears I don’t want to meet you Feeling tired again Return my colour That faded and drained Into the lair of The sunburnt and the scorched To hide is a monster's Only recourse When warm words can Translate into shade We have spoken sweet nothings each day Yet conversation maintains its glow What draws me to your golden presence Is how you sustain the heavenly blaze And unfazed by those that look away As you radiate alone in the silence Violence is not fire's only friend Even if you burn me in the end times In the heat of the moment I'd kiss the flame Kiss the flame

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A lo-fi concept mixtape recorded during the COVID-19 pandemic, detailing the events and characters met during a night out from sunset to sunrise.

Recorded: September 2020 - November 2021 at home in Westminster, London and Kensington, London.

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released February 5, 2023

Derek Sasu - vocals, guitar, bass, programming, arrangements, recording, mixing, photography

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